Concerning this I implored the Lord three times that it might leave me. And He has said to me, “My grace is sufficient for you, for power is perfected in weakness.” Most gladly, therefore, I will rather boast about my weaknesses, so that the power of Christ may dwell in me. (2 Corinthians 12:8–9 NAS95)
Paul enjoyed a wonderfully interactive conversation with God — always. He expected as normal a God who interacts with him. Jesus did the same, and Paul simply imitated His Lord and Savior. So in this experience, which touches something that occurred in his life 14 years earlier, he reports a memory of one of his conversations with God. The context surrounding the prayer concerned an ineffable and inexpressible experience with God. Words could not capture or express what happened in that moment. At the same time, and in step with deepening or maintaining Paul’s humility, God sent a thorn in the flesh. Something bothersome, irritating, lasting, but fostered as a reminder of dependence on God rather than enflaming the arrogance of self.
In any case, that thorn provoked a conversation. One Paul entered into three times. Whether he heard the same reply all three times, or simply the last time remains a mystery. Yet, the reply from God emblazoned unrestrained love upon his heart. God allowed this for Paul’s good, so that God’s goodness, Christ, would shine through his life. God at work and Paul in step. This word from God through prayer, Paul remembers as if yesterday, even though 14 years has passed. What appeals to me in this passage, while there is much, centers on God’s willingness to interact, and Paul’s expectation that He does. Paul shares this answer to prayer as simply normal for Christ-followers. Over time, I have learned to lean into listening for God’s replies. I’ve been surprised a number of times from what I’ve heard and usually it concerns God’s complete grasp of me no matter the situation, leaving me feeling understood and loved. Paul’s testimony here encourages me to continue to expect God’s interaction. I hope it does you too.
For Reflection:
“By awesome deeds You answer us in righteousness, O God of our salvation, You who are the trust of all the ends of the earth and of the farthest sea;” (Psalms 65:5 NAS95)
- As you consider your prayer and interaction with God, what memories of His responses to you do you carry in your heart?
- How relaxed is your prayer life and open to hearing responses from God?
